A Place to Post my thoughts

Is it wrong.......

Tue, 09 Jan 2007 11:00:22 GMT

So right now my Navy Lady is in a VERY dangerous part of the world.

And she's going to be gone until like July...

Is it wrong for me to worry about her...

Is it wrong for me to think about her well being...

Is it wrong for me to hold her in high regards because she is in a boar filled with Marines, who are bound for combat. and respect how close she she is getting to the front lines?

Is it wrong for me to worry?

Or be just a touch jealous about her seeing the world?

Is it wrong for me to be at least a little jealous of her "wild" week end?

Is it wrong for me to fear for her?

Or is it wrong for me to wish she wasn't it harms way?

is it wrong for me to hope that she never has to shoot the gun at people from her ship, even to ensure there own safety.

Is it wrong to wish that it was me seeing the world...

Yeah.... I still worry about her.

May god be with all of your/our deployed soldier.

And condemn people like John Kerry for calling us stupid, as we are far from that.

Even though our/your brave people like her are fighting for people as ignorant as him?

to have the right to say such horrible things.

Memories man.... Menories.

Fri, 01 Dec 2006 01:42:40 GMT

So I was cruis'n in the Jetta (fo Shetta #2)

And like i often do started thinking about milwaukee.

I painting the town red when I come back.

O how i miss that city.

Being able to just go out and meet AMAZING people.

And that doesn't even include the Homeies

I remeber like it was yesterday.

People here in VA just don't compare.

Like i can't go to McFaddens (popular Local Bar) And meet someone from an Opra House and get tickets to his next show.

There is no Sky Light, there is no Jonny Vassallo, there is nothing that compares to ya ol Milwaukee.

mmmmm..

I'm working on coming home for good.

Some how, Guard, reserve, AECP, some how.

It wont be long.

Just Another second and I'll be alright.

Pics coming.

Sun, 26 Nov 2006 16:20:19 GMT

So i decided I'm finnaly going to get off my ass and get my AF memorial pics Developed.

I've been rather hesitent to do this

Yeah there's pics of the Navy lady on that roll.

I'll post all the cool ones in MySpace when there done.

Check the video here

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qG25sjPzKWs

It doesn't show the best part when the thunderbirds did the bomb burst over the memorial.

I still can't beleive I managed to get us into this event.

WOW holy memories

Fri, 24 Nov 2006 02:31:22 GMT

So i have to work tommorow.

Yeah 21st birthday, and I'm going to be at work.

But it's cool, atleast i get to hit it hard after work.

Since I work tommorow, i decided to celebrate early.

Cracked a bottle of my favorate Vodkia, and started mix'n up some goodies.

But what's really crazy is after i got home from Jason's house (celebtating thanks giving with him.)

I started going down memory lane.

I thought of everyone.

It was crazy.

It started at sauce, and work backwords.

Everyone was there. Lots of lost loves, and not so missed loves.

If your on the preveus love list I'm pritty sure you can figure out wich side of the fence your on.

But it was nice to look back and see all the troubles and trials,

And yet still remeber all the elation that came with the highs.

Just don't think i forgot about anyone.

I still remeber all of you,

and with some luck maybe I'll be home again one day.

F*ck an MBA

Mon, 20 Nov 2006 03:39:23 GMT

So, i decided to say f*ck college.

Yes it's true, O it's damn true.

I'm going to start a Romanian techno group.

It's such an elegant language.

I know, I know it's a crazy dream.

But LETS DO IT!

Becuase after seeing this

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qfiVc0X9Ewc

Lip Syncing is apparantly acceptable in Romania.

Here start with this.

http://www.easyromanian.com/

And if you still want to Join....

Let me know.

I need two other crazy MoFo's to do this with me.

Wii

Sun, 19 Nov 2006 15:16:44 GMT

So i got a wii last night,

And i got twalight princess too.

Now look for the wii on ebay.

I'm thinkin about sell'n this bitch.

It's so so sexy though.

Best thing all week

Sat, 18 Nov 2006 16:43:42 GMT

Not only is he a amzing commander in cheif,

He also beat boxes

http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=1343581224

Good shit.

Trying to clear my mind

Fri, 10 Nov 2006 19:55:56 GMT

So i decided to make a list of all the things that really just plunk my magic twanger(ie float my boat)

This list has changed severly severly in the last year.

This is an attempt to get my mind off of somethings.

I enjoy the aquardness that happenes on the first date (and the first time with someone)

I enjoy driving with good people (dooooooooooooooooosh)

I enjoy coming to attention (that is standing with out moving, your hands pinned to your sides) every morning before work.

I enjoy being called "Airmen"

I enjoy the feeling of strings on a bass vibrating on my fingures.

I enjoy The simple, and yet tasteful and trendy decorations in a cheaply decorated appartment. (yeah I'll post pics later today becuase I'm board.)

I enjoy the smell of sheet metal, and the oils used with it.

I enjoy the feeling of warm Titanium in your hands after bending it.

I enjoy falling alseep listening to the fountain outside my window.

I enjoy taste of an apple martini with ice crystles floating on top it's so cold.

I enjoy the sour apple jolly rancher in the bottem of the martini

I enjoy getting free stuff that other people left behind at the airmen's attic(good stuff vintige speakers).

I enjoy the feeling that comes from shooting 30 perfict rivits, and fucking up the last one, and having to drill it out, and do it again. (put fucking hate looking for a broken drill bit... Fucking FOD)

I enjoy writing stupid LJ Posts.

I enjoy waking up at that ass crack of dawn to fix birds.

I enjoy wearinf Camo.

I enjoy the little time that i have alone.

I enjoy the bond that comes with serving with other airmen.

I enjoy a fresh troop from tech school. ("hold on let me show you the easy way to do that" in accordance with tech data of course)

I Enjoy making crew chiefs fit check lines.

I enjoy knowing that I'll be back in milwaukee one day.

I enjoy the memories of the past, and dreams of the futor.

I enjoy the cuts that comes with working in sheet metal. ( good one on my fingure right now)

I enjoy the personal projects that i do on slow days, (100 thousands, thick shit, titanium meat cleaver, with custom alluminum handle, clip boards, pumpkins, boxes, christmas trees, the list goes on)

I enjoy getting sick of making this list and just posting it already.

why is that?

Fri, 10 Nov 2006 19:20:52 GMT

EVERY time I listen to Dragostea din tei (aka Numa Numa) I get sad?

On the plus side, I get to Demonstrate a Bending some tubing for like a general, and 5 other REALLY high up there officers, and there entire enterosh of like 50 people so we can win some Dadalion Award.

Why me?

Little ol A1c Sylvan?

Fucking emotions, why can't you just die and go away?

Why is it I can't feel any emotion other than "sad"

If you only knew, how I long for you

Thu, 09 Nov 2006 01:46:14 GMT

Well i don't feel SO bad now.

She's at work.

Have you ever?

Thu, 09 Nov 2006 01:27:15 GMT

Looked at your phone and wished for that person to call?

Just wished for 2 minutes that everything would be alright?

But It's okay, There shall be other Wounderful wemon in my life.

Heopefully

Have you ever wished that you could just flip a switch to end all emotion?

Just turn off your self to all feeliings, and never have to feel lost, or just wish you could see her?

Wish that you could just talk?

Wish that you were connected once again to them?

But than you remeber than dialog just doesn't happen.

And you begin to question why?

Why does one normal person have such power over anothers emotions.

Why is it that she is still in my thoughts?

Is it obsession?

Is it just raw desire?

MMM.

I guess I can go on being content alone.

Becuase for now, the quality of ladies I'm meeting just arn't up to her par.

Why must we build castles in the sky?

writers block

Fri, 03 Nov 2006 22:44:10 GMT

Does anyone else have this issue.

I can be a very converstonal person.

I can normally hold a very solid conversation

With random, frequent humor, and solid topics.

But there's just this one person, who holds a very dear part of my heart, and i just can't seem to get the right words out when i talk with her.

The conversations are normally short, with little to no dialog

I mean ANY other person, male or female NO PROBLEM

But it's almost like i choke up wial talking to her.

I mean i saw her for an extended period of time and It was dominated by my mind being totaly blank.

this doesn't happen with ANYONE else though.

I can't freak'n figure it out.

I feel horrable everytime she calls, or i call her becuase i just can't be my normal free flowing self.

Becuase she has no problem with anyone else, and i have no problem with anyone else, but togeather.... it just doesn't happen.

I feel as if i missed a great oppurtunity because of this.

Can anyone PLEASE help me with this.

I am clueless.

I have tried thinking of things to bring up before the call and that didn't help.

Some input please??

A Letter to a Liberal who doesn't like Military

Thu, 02 Nov 2006 00:03:12 GMT

Dear Mr. John Kerry

I am writing in responce to your statement about the Education of the troops that currently defend the free state that you live in. The statement that after much crisism was later redirected tword my Commander in Chief, George W Bush. After that was redirected your statement to, you implied poor education levels with in the Military, and but would still like to cover your own words and attempt to redirect the statement tword the Presidant.

In the military 98 percent of the troops have a High School Diploma. For every 2 troops that join from the poorest communities, 3 join from the richest communities. Personally I know there isn't a single person with in my Sheet Metal Fabrication shop that scored below a 72 on there ASVAB test. Every Master Saergent that I have ever met has atleast a bachleers degree, many have a Masters Degree, if not two.

Personally I have just completed my Associates Degree, and am going to continue on to pursue a Masters in Political Sciences, in an effort to replace people who lack common decency, and who can't take the heat for there own words. Senitors who can't stand up and speak there mind. Seniters who seem to rejoice with every American death in war. Senitors who make don't understand what the words "Homeland Security" means. Seniters who have never put a themself in the situation of all the Middle Eastern familes who need the saftey of our troops there. Seniters that I am ashamed are representing MY America.

I offer no appoligies for those who i may have offended in my preveus statement.

On second thought I would like to say that i applogize to every seniter that i offened in the previus statement.

Mr Kerry, on a more serius note, I am in no possition to "offically" invite you to tour my current duty station, Langley Air Force Base. I know you are still spitefull twords any Military, especially those like me who are VOLENTARIALLY fighting the war on terror.

With the political ruckas you have just launched yourself into, I would personally like to extend the an offer to you that may help you rebound. Yes even though I may not agree with your political stance I think it would help you regain a footing with the troops that you just have to some extend "Jacked Up"(Air Force Term) your good standing with.

Come live a day with us. Eat at our chow hall. See our living Quarters, Exsperiance what it's like to acctually BE an Airmen. See the engineering, and thought that has to go into Repairing a Jet as advanced as the F-22. See what kind of integance one must posses to work a proper Sheet Metal Repair on any part of a F-15. See the complex process of something as that would look amazingly simple, like producing a Hydrolic Return Line. See how we handle not only the mental and physical stesses at work, but also maintain and full and productive social life.

I am fortunate enouph to live a short ways off base, in a fabulas apartment. Please come reconnect with the troops that you have displeased on several other levels, not just this recent statement. Not only will it be benifical for us troops, but the media would go crazy in coverage. I can see the front page of every news paper accross america. "Kerry Connects With Troops Slated to Go Fight In Iraq."

Thank you for listening to my short rant and hearing out my invantation. I am looking forward to hearing from you, weather it's your dismissal of my message by your secritary with a genneric responce, or a personal acceptance, with a date to visit.

Sincerly yours

A1c Victor S Sylvan
(Info removed for personal security)

OMG REAL numa numa from romania

Wed, 01 Nov 2006 02:40:09 GMT

Dude i saw this and almost crapped myself.

It lightened my mood after that Kerry thing.

Numa Numa Music video from Ozone

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ah58SM3AMko&mode=related&search=

Live Numa Numa

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rvHjMV8mPis&mode=related&search=

good times.

The guy in the middle is my role modle.

Fuck politics, I wanna be in a romanian techno group.

John Kerry is a Walking peice of shit

Wed, 01 Nov 2006 01:34:55 GMT

Let me quote this dumb ass.

"If you make the most of it study hard and you make the most of it you study hard and you do your home work, and you make an effort to be smart. you can do well. If you don't you get stuck in Iraq"

Then this fucker has the balls to come on the air, and say that he "appogizes to no one."

Then tries to cover his own ass by saying he wasn't talking about out troops.

It has that Slick willy tone to it too.

I got news for you dick fuck, your not fooling anyone.

You said what you said and now your attempting to cover your sorry ass.

I personally decided to recant my retirement of live journal, because apparently it's trendy to say something and then come back and say you ment something else.

As a soldier slated to go into the war on terror several times starting next year, this pissed me tight the fuck off.

98 percent of soldiers, sailers, and airmen have a high school diploma.

Not a GED

For every 2 troops that come into service from the poorest neiborhoods, 3 enter from the richest neiborhoods.

Officers have a 4 year degree or better.

I'm done with my associates, and starting on my degree in Political Sciences, early next year.

And this fucker has the gall to say that

And to think this man was almost president of my beloved country.

He's about to earn, well i can't really say he earned, but is about to be given his 4th purple heart.

I might not be the best speller in the world, but i know for a fucking fact I'm not a retard.

How did this man ever get elected to begin with and then get the Dem nomination?

Let me ask you this Mr. Kerry

Since apparently I'm the studid one that didn't study hard and do well.

If you think for one day you can do what any of the airmen in the Air Force do, why don't you take a little trip over here to Langley.

I promis you in a matter of 15 minutes i can have you asking, "what the fuck"

Stupid fucking liberal.

No more Live Journal or My space

Sat, 28 Oct 2006 15:07:53 GMT

I thought i got away from all this.

Farwell all.

Board

Fri, 20 Oct 2006 01:32:03 GMT

So.

Since we are ine a war time exersice, no one wants to do any work in full chem gear.

So i got board today and made a yard orniment.

I pumpkin with a face carved it in.

Considering we pay 296 dollers for a sheet of 7075-t6

I made 6 pumpkins all with differant faces in them i cost the gov 250 some odd dollers becuase i was board.

Isn't it great to see tax dollers in my front yard as holiday decorations?

tommorow I' gonna make a frosty, christmas tree, and rudolph.

The best thing left in the world.

Tue, 17 Oct 2006 03:05:03 GMT

Transatlantic by paul van dyke.

Put on some big ass head phones,

Turn it up

Close your eyes and drift away.

Sun, 08 Oct 2006 23:49:05 GMT

Hey rember this???

fo shetta in the jetta

fo shetta
cause i got more chedda
in the jetta

i got the haeted saets
that shit can't be beat
try'n keep my shit neet
Cause it's cold
were we roll

Cruise'n the strip
Bitches jodgin my dick
cause i look slick
Black on black
girl what you know about that

Cause i go the crome trim
that makes me look better than him
Girl you can get with me but you got the be slim
Cuase me shits hot
and your ride's not

Fuck'n bumpin with some subs
And roll'n on some dubs
I'm hotter than you fucking scrubs
girl get by my side
and lets go for a ride

Fo shetta
I got mo chedda
in the jetta

yeah

The window tint
can be taken as a hint
that i got good shit
So you know
that i got doe

sex on wheels
big deals, and exspencive meals
I can show you how it feels
to be treated like the best
Better than the rest

I got lots of mods
like built in Ipods
fuck a hot rod
With my shit you can roll
But shit, you know

Fo shetta
cuase i got mo chedda
in the jetta

Cause my ride's got sun sound and vauler
you know that makes me look cooler
traided in the eclipse to get something newer
Cause this shit's phat
Speed can't top that

fuck it I'll make this shit fly
Rippin this shit appart all like bill nye
cause soup'n a car is a sience guy
yeah it takes real skill
To make your shit ill

I make sure my shit's clean
In order to get seen
I don't mean to me mean
But your shits wacked
But that's beside the fact

Fo shetta
cuase i got more chedda
In the jetta

Roll'n with liz
And taken care of biz
you think your better than this
ha, you aint shit
now back the fuck uo befor you get hit

I'm a fucking business man
throw some money in our hand
i don't give a fuck if you have a band
Cuase my money talks
and your bull shit walks

Girls dig the scubs
Fuck that i'm roll'n on some dubs
Throw your bitch ass in the tub
You music with a sting
give me a computer I'll do the same thing

Yeah got me another jetta

Black on black just like my last one.

Miss and love everyone.

Coming home soon.

And i guess since no one really cares I'm going to have to through my own home coming party.

PLAN ON IT!

Convinent isn't it?

Fri, 11 Aug 2006 00:35:00 GMT

Wow, life just keeps on kicking me in the nuts

So wial kaie was down here she gets a call from her ex-boyfriend.

Yeah i know.

So guess what?

Her and adam are back togeather.

I know i know drama.

It's cool.

I decided not to get to worked up over it.

As long as it makes her happy that's all that matters.

But on the possative note,

My navy lady got orders to norfolk wich is like right down the street.

So, good times.

Kinda bummed out still though.

Soul searching sucks.

Hello darkness my old friend.

It's nice to be with you again.

I sit at Sause and pretend like I hold some value to the world.

Mon, 19 Jun 2006 03:55:19 GMT

so i was chilll'n at sause alone tonight, and when you drink alone it really opens your eyes.

I go to suase because it makes me feel like a somebody.

The free spirit atmosphere that everyone feels welcome is spectacular.

It felt good to be alone again, but at the same time is was disturbing.

My plea for more charisma.

Jazz in the Park

Fri, 16 Jun 2006 02:57:19 GMT

So Went up to Jazz in the park tonight and chilled with some people i haven't seen in a wial. Off to Mocha. good times.

we live in a world were a man's dance music from 1999 isn't safe anymore

Thu, 15 Jun 2006 06:52:07 GMT

So. I spent the night at mocha, catching up with some old friends, and surfing on "my space" Twas a good night untill i go out to my car. On my way there i pass a car that was pulled over with two men in it. It resembles a car of a gang that resides here in milwaukee. I'm thinking, Okay all is fine and dandy right. WRONG. Whem I get out to my car i find it totaly ransacked. Some one went through EVERYTHING!

I made a little security system for my Valuables that i keep under my seat. My CD case has a pair of underwear that i leave right there in front of it, so if anyone reaches under my seat they grab a pair of underwear before they get to my CD's. Now keep in mind I have my stereo in the car, with the face plate on, my speakers just chill'n behind the seats, not tied down or anything. My sport coat, 1000 dollers worth of tools in the trunk, and a bag of animal crackers in the back. Of all The things to take, they tore everything apart, and threw it everywere, and they took my dance music from like 1999. Every CD in that case has a value of about 25 cents. AND THEY FREAKIN TOOK THAT!!!

Needless to say I was straight up pissed. They even looked in my ash tray, and took the thing that covers the top in the down possition off. I reach into my pocket and grab my knife out, and say "who ever fuckin did this show your self and I'll fucking cut you!" ............. Nothing..........

Alright W/e jump in and go right. Well as I drive off Headlights jump on and a car speeds up right behind me. There's two females in the car that fit the disciption of the the formentioned car that was pulled over. They start yelling at me. "I see you ain't man enouph to fuck with no (insert certin gang) girls" followed with.... "Fucking (ethic slur) yo ass would be better off takin' the bus bitch"

Now I am really pissed, but, just keep looking forword don't say anything and loose them on 6th street.

Geeze people what is milwaukee coming too.

Mocha + My Space + Mac = wasted Night.

Thu, 15 Jun 2006 05:51:36 GMT

Yes, I have spent my entire night here at Mocha surfing My space.

Damn you for getting me started on this.

MMMMM, damn Mocha is about to close, that means I have to go home.

Quote of the day from Marines

Sun, 26 Feb 2006 21:19:02 GMT

This quote comes from the poker table

It was uttered right before i knocked him out of the tourniment when he called my All-In

"I don't trust fly boys"

It adds a real Luke Skywalker "esk" touch to the air force i like it